as the days go by
and the nights grow cold
i sit here in my bed
and remember the days
when i had you
i remember the nights
when we stayed up all night
listening to you talk
and listen to the peaceful sound of yer breathing
as you slowly drifted to sleep
i remember the days
when we got on each others nerves
and argued about the silliest things
and later on that same day
we would've already made up
it was funnie because
neither one of us would apologize
we both knew who was at fault
and i was always too stubborn
to admit i was wrong 
i remember the times
when the littlest issues
threatened our relationship
and how we jus talked about it
and that made things right again
i remember the faith
you had in you and me
that pulled us through the rough times
that held us together in the worst
and strengthened both our hearts
i remember the hope
growing in my heart
that someday we will be together
and when that day came
we will be inseparable
i remember the dreams
we used to dream up
where it was only you and me
and the world belonged to just the two of us
i remember the trust
that grew in my heart
as love began to conquer
where lies were unheard of
and only the truth was spoken
i remember the short period of time
when you were mine
and i was yers
where each day that passed
made me love you even more
and those little words
were spoken and heard
i remember missing you
talking to you
hearing yer voice in my ear
missing those sweet words i love you
jus missing you all the time
day and night
you were always on my mind
i remember the day
when my life fell apart
and my heart was broken
and my love was betrayed
i remember feeling the cold air
completely surrounding me
sending chills down my spine
as goose bumps formed on my arm
and wrapping my arms around myself
to keep me from shaking
i remember imagining you
holding me in yer arms
keeping me warm
enclosing me in a world of warmth
and whispering into my ear
that everything was alright
that you still love me
and that i was jus being paranoid
i remember waking up from my dream
as reality slapped me hard across the face
and i find myself back in my room
and everything was all but alright
i remember the tears
forming at the corners of my eyes
running slowly down my flushed cheeks
i remember crying and crying
until my fragile heart ached
and my eyes shone red
my undying tears flowing like rivers
forming an ocean of betrayal and sorrow
my heart trampled on
and thrown away like a piece of trash nobody cared for
my whole sanity lost itself
and i drowned away my happiness
i remember hearing yer story
of a growing love that promised happiness
of a person
too insecure to believe in happiness
too selfish and weak to overcome his fears
the story that cut deep in my heart 
leaving a scar that will forever show
a scar that will affect the rest of my life
a scar that will haunt me for all of eternity
a scar inflicted by the one person i could trust and love
a scar that will keep me immune to another heartbreak
i remember accepting yer apology
cuz i can always forgive
but how can i forget?
i dun hate you
for ruining my life
i dun hate you
for destroying my only chance at happiness
i dun hate you
for lying and betraying my trust
i jus hate the fact that
the person that broke my heart
was the person i gave my virgin heart to
and trusted him to keep it safe
and unharmed
the only person that made me complete
the only person that helped me find myself
and helped me grow and taught me how to love
the only person who brought me true happiness
as quickly as he took it away 
i hate myself
for loving you too much
for always believing yer every word
for thinking you were never capable of such deception
i hate myself
for fallin too hard...too fast
for letting myself be blind
as to think you were the perfect guy
the guy that would never have the heart
to hurt me
or lie to me
but then again
you are only human
and humans do make mistakes
i remember embracing myself
as my knees grew weak
i remember placing a hand on my chest
and another on the ground
to keep me from fallin over
i remember hearing my heart crumble to pieces
i remember kneeling over a pool of tears
i remember blocking out our lil world
and collapsing into a colder lonely world of solitude
i remember fallin to an ocean of
~~~huhuhuhuhuhu....